Im having problems..please help?

if you don't like them why are you hanging out with them.... breakup your friendship with them and the videos you watched on youtube the moment you saw it you should have stopped watching... i know its too late now but there is nothing you can do but believe that what you say is fantasy and its different from reality. one more thing, when you go to bed think about bright cheerful ideas and concentrate on them... after a while you will forget about these scary videos